My mom is such a shithead.
Everything is about her. We had our little baby die in the car on the way to the vet, I’m obviously very sad and so is my sister and my brother. We get home and she just starts yelling about the vacuum cleaner. And how she needs it to work or some general bullshit like that about the cleanliness about the house. Which doesn’t even need to be mentioned, because a mug sitting on a table isn’t the end of the world. She flips out over fucking nothing.
Then she starts using the computer later, I guess she was trying to email her lawyer. and for some FUCKING reason, which is beyond me, she gets a virus. Why. I’ve probably only gotten a virus twice. from like, downloading a bad movie or something. She can’t just ask us to use her computer real quick, she has to scream and let everyone know that shes upset. so me and my siblings run to her whim and try to fix the computer. We are trying to buy an antivirus service, and she just walks out, refusing to spend money on it, which she damn well has, and says how shes going to kill herself. I don’t fucking get it. I’m so sick of her. Apparently we’ve been mean to her by telling her… you know what I DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHAT.
SHE HAS TO RUIN EVERY FUCKING HOLIDAY. NOTHING IS ENJOYABLE WITH HER. SHE DOES NOTHING BUT STRESS ME OUT.
I’M MOVING OUT.
And you know what, if shes considering going back to rehab because we’re being so “mean” to her (she obviously has bipolar disorder or borderline disorder, but of course she denies it) then she can go fucking do that. I hate being around her. I’m so psychologically fucked up from her 18 years of bullshit. I’m going to try to move the fuck out.Posted 1 year ago with 7 notes
Tagged with #depression#anxiety#bipolar disorder#borderline#anger#personal#family bullshit