- I get up to get food, realize puppy took a shit
- pick up shit, flush it down toilet
- realize he also peed right outside the bathroom
- go to get paper towel
- come back and my yellow lab took a yellow lab sized piss
- get paper towels for that too
- come back and my puppy is peeing
- This school
- Immense need for penis
- Immense lack of penis
- Assholes who act like they’re better then everyone else
- But pretend they’re not
- Assholes who don’t give a shit about you
- Not giving a shit about school
- Not having a boyfriend
- Not having a fuck buddy
- Eating shit food
- No men
of fucking shit
why the fuck am I so angry all of a sudden? My fucking mother is just going to end up killing herself or laying in her bed forever, and theres nothing i can fucking do about it.. shes out in depression/trauma rehab for only a fucking month. they have a three month program, but she’ll get too fucking high maintenance (its always been a quality of hers) to stay there for that long, so apparently one month of this shit is going to fix things. she already did this shit before, in march and april, and nothing helped. she just started seeing this guy she met (did I mention shes still married?) and then flipped a shit (another lifelong quality) cause he said he can’t get involved with women, even though she knew he had women problems. i have no fucking sympathy for that.
I can’t help her. she needs to change how she lives her life. I spent countless days laying in bed with her sobbing until my entire face and head throbbed, i really did care. but nothings changing now, and it’s getting old. i wish she could just move to california and meet someone, i dont care if i wont see her for years, i just want to make sure shes happy
ps my borderline sociopathic father is gonna be dead within two years probs, and he doesnt care about my mom or any of us. meh. I’m only saying this because he doesn’t help my mom, hes actually the cause of her shit.
OTHER SHIT IS PISSING ME OFF BUT APPARENTLY IM JUST AN IDIOT
and a fucking retard who doesnt know any fucking better, so fuck all of that, its hopeless and pointless
so fuck all of you
fuck everything, jeez, i’m so priviledged n i h88888 my life
FEEL SORRY FOR ME
irl friends, sorry you had to listen to this, you get enough of it everyday, I just bitch about my fucking family nonstop.
I was just making a rant about everything, nobody has to read this. well, i guess you just read it. you didnt have to read it. don’t give me shit that I don’t care about my mom. I’m fucking scared and angry. Shit’s just getting worse. Now I feel even more shitty for whining about it. I’m a piece of shit, I’m not getting anywhere from my pathetic life and family.