I’m so fucking lonely.

I need to cry to my psychiatrist. But that needs to wait until Tuesday at 9:45 :/

I’m thinking that I should do something big this summer, again. I really need to get out of this world and go back to the real world where nothing hurts me or makes me sad but the scrapes on my body and the cold hard ground that I sleep on. So, Colorado trip? I might just do another Outward Bound, or I should try to just do some backpacking expediton. I miss the trees.